My phones been off, my eyes still open
That doors been closed, but I've been hoping
She'll come back, come back
Got a call back, now she's hurting and screaming
"Gave all my trust, what was I thinking"
"I hate you"
She said "I hate you"
All of this time
Thought things would be fine
"But you crossed that line"
"Have you lost your mind"
If I'm what she calls me
Then I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from
What I deserve
Blame it on my habits
Wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress
Looking for the words
If I'm what she calls me
Then I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from
What I deserve
Blame it on my habits
Wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress
Looking for the words
Maybe I'm disgusting
And waiting for the weekend just to feel something
She said I have a problem was I just running
Told you I was honest but it meant nothing
It isn't obvious
How to apologize without an audience
Everything I did was never how I felt
Would have been a waste if it was someone else
All of this time
Thought things would be fine
"But you crossed that line"
"Have you lost your mind"
If I'm what she calls me
Then I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from
What I deserve
Blame it on my habits
Wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress
Looking for the words
If I'm what she calls me
Then I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from
What I deserve
Blame it on my habits
Wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress
Looking for the words