The nothingness to which I aspire Fed by parasites, they revel in every single second of the pain Overwhelming, can't fix a problem that's rooted in the imperfection of my existence The nothingness to which I aspire Fed by parasites, they revel in every single second of the pain Overwhelming, can't fix a problem that's rooted in the imperfection of my existence I feel nervous when people are staring The evil that carries Is lethal and varied Glaring It's there in its deepest of currents I need a piece With a switch and a 'matic Even the faggots need lethal advantage (boom boom boom boom) I keep thinking bout Jesus of Nazareth If he was that active He'd spring into action Maybe just Caesar would have it And fear is protection without The seers telling me that my future is caught shot dead in the mouth Im paranoid when I step out the house These pills makin it hard to hide While my peers airing it out Delicate how? Now that you've mentioned it, wow I'm wound up and I doubt they they let me live now I don't need the embellishment I'm just fearing the predicate Of needing a weapon And I think that I get it then Cause if I can't live Then you can't live Blood is thicker than everything The nothingness to which I aspire Fed by parasites, they revel in every single second of the pain Overwhelming, can't fix a problem that's rooted in the imperfection of my existence The nothingness to which I aspire Fed by parasites, they revel in every single second of the pain Overwhelming, can't fix a problem that's rooted in the imperfection of my existence Coca Cola kalashnikov Scope coming from Wichita Chrome colored A shot into bone fractures And shishkabob The dome splatter He's calling he won't answer The phone hang up Hanging outside with old yella See where these hots headed Now he's so hot headed Victim turned pot kettle Peace with a hot metal And it's so sad that it's sickening How I turned from victim to a villain So what's to stop me From grabbing a shotty Putting 10 in my body In the lobby While the denizen's watching And I hope that it's quicker Than the sedatives, probably With a note and a sticker To remember me properly See that's where I be heading So why I keep pretendin' There's a happy ending When every second I get the message Let me spell it on the record Cause if I can't live Then you can't live Blood is thicker than everything The nothingness to which I aspire Fed by parasites, they revel in every single second of the pain Overwhelming, can't fix a problem that's rooted in the imperfection of my existence