If I could kill anything It'd be the part of me that ruins everything I wish that I could breathe a little easily And get this weight of my chest Feels like it's killing me I wish that I could be a little more happy But I'm swallowed whole in my anxiety If I could see a little clearly There's gotta be more to me But it doesn't come naturally I've got badness all inside of me I'm just trying to break free From the things that are holding me back I wish that I could love myself enough For the both of us You wouldn't ever have to give up I wish that I could trust the feeling in my gut But it's tough when nothing's looking up Oh overwhelmed and out of touch I don't feel like I'm doing enough It's all becoming too much Can't stop feeling like I'm never enough Oh God Out of touch Out of place Running out of time to waste Out of touch Out of place Running out of time to waste