I been writin'
With less aggression
Learnin' lessons
From my lesions
Firmly believed positivity
Was plain corny
No seasoning
Undressed my ego
Then let my pen bleed
Said it
Spread it way too much
Didn't mean it enough
Made mistakes then blushed
Who was I supposed to trust?
Susceptible to statements made
First aid always delayed
Cynicism took its place
Was never one for fakin'
Even my Fiction
I convinced myself
I was feelin'
Hidden in stanzas
We're stances I danced with
Questionable characters I invited in
Ugly like misogyny
Emboldening flawed ideologies
Kill it off
Do not let it breed
Find the throne
Proceed to destroy their crown
Said it
Spread it way too much
Didn't mean it enough
Made mistakes then blushed
Who was I supposed to trust?
Susceptible to statements made
First aid always delayed
Cynicism took its place
Was never one for fakin'
Even my Fiction
I convinced myself
I was feelin'
You said shut the fuck up
So I did, I folded
Curled up and wallowed in my own piss
Wrote a lot of nasty shit
I simply did not agree with
Avoided wholesome openness
Shut down to the fullest extent
Radiated negativity
Till a beam of light infected me
Till a beam of light infected me