And I've been training for this shit Wasn't too popular I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none And where I started, man I was stuck in the basement Daring to dream like I could not become complacent Everyone said you gotta push it Don't let tragedy consume your mental Keep your focus, know your energy By now, I should've had this whole thing figured out What's next Somedays I do not know the vibe that I'm going for Or what's best for me I've sat in the studio crying Late nights always feel like I'm alive but What's being alive if I'm only surviving And I've been training for this shit Wasn't too popular I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none You love me now, but wait a year See where I'm taking it Too many times, felt like dropping out Like making it wasn't worth the trip And I would function better if I could just let up All the regrets I've been keeping ahold of I've faced all this weather Held myself together Isn't that what dreams are made of Too far gone I think Too lifted up and then let drown Too headstrong it seems Where the fuck are my people now They let me down Down, down And I've been training for this shit Wasn't too popular I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none You love me now, but wait a year See where I'm taking it Too many times, felt like dropping out Like making it wasn't worth the trip You love me now, just wait a year See where I'm taking it Don't wait in line Only to find i'm not making it