Its too real i'm in too deep and sober It got me aching want it to be over My mind is playing tricks in overdrive God I miss the feeling of being alive Didn't you know Didn't you know We could live forever Like palms in California We could stay together But do you even wanna? God I miss the feeling of being alive Didn't you know Didn't you know It's not coming back It's not coming back I change my hair but it just looks the same to you No matter what I do im disappointing you God I miss the feeling of being alive Never felt closer to the sky Didn't you know Didn't you know We could live forever Like palms in California We could stay together But do you even wanna God I miss the feeling of being alive Didn't you know Didn't you know It's not coming back It's not coming back It's not coming back It's not coming back