Try to explain how it all went down I didn't get to keep what I found One day I had it then it ran away Where there's a will there will be a way No one is ever gonna say it right No one is ever gonna see the light No one will ever know how to fight I need my fix to get through the night Way beyond the magic fields Never trusting what is real Waiting for the perfect life Where nothing's yours nothing's mine So there I said it I'm and addict now You get the notion that I'm feeling down Yes I have changed yes I'm someone new But it's been coming and I've thought it through No one is ever gonna say it right No one is ever gonna see the light No one will ever know how to fight I need my fix to get through the night Way beyond the magic fields Never trusting what is real Waiting for a perfect life Where nothing's yours nothing's mine The hardest part is to give in - it's in white light But pumps you up like heroin Push it down beneath your skin - to get the right high End up as your medicine Truth to admire Youth Youth on fire Truth to admire Youth Youth on fire Way beyond the magic fields Never trusting what is real Waiting for a perfect life where nothing's yours nothing's mine No one is ever gonna say it right No one is ever gonna see the light No one will ever know how to fight I need my fix to get through the night