Am I living or dead? Unchecked aggression Is it real or in my head? A learned lesson Now I choose to defect Release Desperation fueled by insanity Uncreation, dead inside of me All is unreal, feel how I feel Internal peaks and valleys Cerebral maze of twisted alleys No escape, all will fall Broken will, sunken pill Shallow hell, no feeling's real Run the course or storm the walls Sick thoughts from a depraved mind Unrelent in visions of the wrong kind Desperation fueled by normality Recreation, unoriginality All is unreal, feel how I feel Create desperation Am I living or dead? Unchecked aggression Is it real or in my head? A learned lesson Now I choose to defect I'm free