Since you've been gone, I've felt abandoned Like a ship without a sail I want my feet back on the ground But the current's keeping me away It's like my chest has been hit with a hammer The feeling of loss is so blunt Trying to come to terms and learn to cope But that's easier said than done Things haven't felt right since you've been gone I feel like I'll never know what it's like to be at home again I'll keep spending my nights alone in every crowded room I'll stay distant forever I keep going back to the lake To try to find some inner peace But all I'm finding are memories I feel lost and so alone I got the feeling of hopelessness I got the feeling of loneliness in my chest I never got to say goodbye And I can't stop my mind from repeating all the things I wish I'd said I try to shake it off, I can't shake it off How will I find closure? I'm so alone And now I can't stop shaking Things haven't felt right since you've been gone I feel like I'll never know what it's like to be at home again I'll keep spending my nights alone in every crowded room I'll stay distant forever I've been despondent Self-destructive I've been explosive and unreserved I've been angry at the world It doesn't seem real I thought you'd be here I thought you'd never go But now I'm so alone I'll never know how to feel at home I'll never know how to feel at home I'll never know how to feel at home Why'd you have to go? I'll never know how to feel at home I'll never know how to feel at home I'll never know how to feel at home Why'd you have to go? I went back to the lake Thought of all the time we had And although it was short-lived I wouldn't take a minute back