I'm sick of always hating me Sick of always talking down on myself I believe in self-improvement But what if self-improvement isn't helping? I just need to grow Just need to move past what I fear I'm becoming I know it's been said before but I don't like who I was four years ago I just need to stop Just need to change Just need to stop hating myself with every single thing that I say I know that it's selfish I need to focus on me for a change Getting past the self-hate I'm sick of being so damn pessimistic When it comes to how I handle my stress I'm sick of being anxious I'm sick of writing songs about hating myself I need positivity It's hard to move past this It's hard to put a smile on a face I disdain I just need to stop Just need to change Just need to stop hating myself with every fucking thing that I say I know that it's selfish I need to focus on me for a change Getting past the self-hate