Go
Everything is starting to go backwards and collapse in on itself
I'm subconsciously and unfortunately trying to take control of things other people are doing
Maybe it's because I feel like I have no control over my own life right now
Maybe it's because I feel like everyone around me is seemingly vanishing away from me and slipping out of my life
I always take it personally even if I know I didn't cross their mind a single time
People move on and times change
But for the fucking life of me
I can't seem to grasp this concept
When everyone around me
Everyone I love
Looks like they're running away from me
As fast as they possibly can
And I always wished that things could be exactly how they used to be
I miss every aspect of who I was
Am I doing something wrong?
I'm lost and I'm confused
But I guess that's just who I am
Permanence
Has always been
Another shot through the fucking head
Running in place
Moving backwards
Nothing will ever fucking be the same.