I've got this self-destructive bullshit on a loop inside my head I think I might be better off if I could fill that space with lead This self-destructive bullshit on a loop inside my head I think I might be better off if I could fill that space with lead Fuck no Never gonna give in, never gonna give up, never gonna call it quits - I'm never gonna cease or desist Life is for the taking But the bonds are breaking and my hands are shaking I really hope it means more than this I'll never be the same We'll never be the same The grains of sand run out, cause every day's a little closer To the last one The grains of sand run out, cause every day's a little closer to the last one To the last one Oh And I don't know how many I have left but I will make them all count I'll push through the doubt And squeeze it all out How many I have left but I will make them all count I'll push through the doubt And squeeze it all out God Damn If you wanna see the light of day Never let it fade a fuckin way If you wanna see the light of day Don't fade away Hold on to hope And never let it