Burying my head In my hands again It's how I'm making it Dreams of lying in my bed With comfort Guess I'm getting older I feel so tired Opening my eyes To nothing but the skies Blue it seems At night and in dreams A place where I can hide Pass the time with sleep Where I can be forever free But I can hardly breathe Drown the sun with rain Such a sad but lovely grey Maybe I'll be okay Opening my eyes To nothing but the skies Blue it seems At night and in dreams A place where I can hide A cry of hope, weak and low But I pray that it can grow Into stable purpose With every breath, I choke on death But I tell it "not today" Tell it "not today"