Here I go again in my deep thoughts Wishing I could push a button for a restart See my depression ain't something easily fought Can you explain to me the reason why I get crossed? Why the ones that I trust got me pissed off? Reminiscing 'bout the friends that done switched up Lately, I've been feeling like I wanna give up Tryna pull myself together, but I've been stuck Man, this shit's fucked Life just feels so goddamn stagnant Each step I take, I'm just going backwards Heart used to be full of hope and passion But now when I drop, I get no reaction Maybe I'm just doubtful and overthinking But how can I be proud with no one to listen? Used to be on top, I was steady killing Now I wanna jump off of the nearest building So please tell me what the fuck did I do wrong Used to be someone, but that's all long gone I put my heart in these songs Write away the pain 'til it fades, only way I can keep calm High-strung, I'm so anxious, I hate how it feels To fix all the damage by popping some pills When I think about my past, it just give me the chills Well, I wanna give up, but I can never yield