(Saba, you so icy)
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All the tears I hide inside
Pray you hear my silent cries
Head up in the cloud, dark skies
Ask myself "why even try?"
Maybe you're my only friend
Only one I can depend on
Cause everyone just pretends
All alone stuck in my mental
Broken trust, my heart is torn
Shattered into several pieces
My skin cut, please give me more
Only way the pain relеases
Too late, for me, no I can't bе saved
Art made from the feeling of heart break
Me and my reflection recollecting all the hurt
Write away the pain in a verse, wanna leave this dark place
All my effort in vain I know
Words don't help, only breaks my soul
Everyday I only learn to hate myself
I can save others but can't save myself
Tired of convincing myself everything is alright
Thoughts of ending it, I can't pretend that shit don't sound nice
It isn't nothing but a vicious cycle what we call life
Please tell me what's the point of living if we all die
And what's the point of having friends if they all gone betray me
I don't know what I did to make em all hate me
It's getting even harder tryna let this shit not phase me
Dark skies all I see while my body starts fading
I just can't get out this place
My skies have turned all dark and grey
Please save me
Please save me
All the tears I hide inside
Pray you hear my silent cries
Head up in the cloud, dark skies
Ask myself "why even try?"
Maybe you're my only friend
Only one I can depend on
Cause everyone just pretends
All alone stuck in my mental
Yeah feel like I lost myself
Already far gone I don't want your help
Broken inside pain in my heart
Take any happiness break it apart
Everything that I sought was in vain
Couldn't change anything from the start
Words like blade so sharp, like Cain left a mark
Permanent stain that's engraved yeah it's carved in my soul
I stay in the dark
Fading away fallen angel depart
Pain cuts deep like a blade in my heart
Carved in my soul so I stay in the dark
And this voice in my head slowly rips me apart
Fading away fallen angel depart
Pain cuts deep like a blade in my heart
Carved in my soul so I stay in the dark
And this voice in my head slowly rips me apart