MTM hit em' with the heat
Sometimes I can't sleep, cause the shit I think got me up
Drown myself in the sadness, that I feel with the help of a pill cup
Long days, long nights, I fight
Tryna use up all my might, can't figure out if I'm wrong or right
Stuck in the darkness, I cannot find light
Pullin' the rose, straight out the garden, watching it die
Beauty is pain, but pain is something that's ugly and rotten inside
Sit by your bed, feelin' too rough,
There's not much to do but sit there and cry
Rip up your letters that give me
The reason, but never the answer to why
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same
Carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain
Shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same
Carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain
Shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain
Don't hold me back, just let me go, soon as the river flows
Watch the wind just take me, everything I love, that stayed back home
I can't trust nobody, like I trust myself and trust my chrome
I carry around my problems, inside of this Styrofoam
I've been thinking of a way to end it all, right where I lay
Everything I pleaded has been unanswered, so I don't pray
I'll be sitting here and hoping that you don't leave, and you'll stay
Fall into my vices, I just watched myself dig my own grave
All-night to the centerfold
Wishin' I could express, but I don't know
Deep in love in your mind, with a no-show
Don't step outside, let me lay low
Life got me down, in a chokehold
Don't shed no tears, when I reload
No killa will shine on a rainbow
This heart of mine, remain cold
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same
Carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain
Shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same
Carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain
Shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain