Every day, I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel that way, but we agreed on no-strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way, but I haven't got close (got close)
I tried a million things, but I can't let you go (let go)
Tryna shake the feeling, but it only make it worse (make it worse)
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want (no, no), yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Ex girl like the rest, I'll regret it worse
We always find another problem, not long 'til we find another
Hard to navigate my feelings, now I'm drinking out the bottle
I don't wanna wait a while, got something better say it now
Yeah, but on another note, really I'm just feelin' tired
Another one gone by tomorrow
And it's all because I'm hard to love, hard to please
Hard to admit it, but it's all on me, all on me
Every day, I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel that way, but we agreed on no-strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way, but I haven't got close (got close)
I tried a million things, but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling, but it only make it worse (make it worse)
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want (no, no), yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Ex girl like the rest, I'll regret it worse
So let me get the story straight
You were never the one to love
So I guess we call it my mistake, my mistake
But oh well, I guess I'm really stuck inside your spell (yeah)
But oh well, I guess I'd rather live inside your hell
Ay, I'm high (high)
Tryna read my mind while I'm tryna touch the sky way up, yeah
No lie (no lie)
I can feel the pills dancing in my stomach, feel like I could fly
Every day, I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel that way, but we agreed on no-strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way, but I haven't got close (got close)
I tried a million things, but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling, but it only make it worse (make it worse)
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want (no, no), yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Ex girl like the rest, I'll regret it worse