Okay, I'm feelin' insane, tryna' put the pieces together
But my brain don't work that way
I left you so selfishly, knowin' I was wrong, ooh
Today I found the words, the ones you've never heard
The ones I should've said, but then I never did
Waitin' for the day, draggin' you along
Knowin' I was wrong, should have never took this long
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you'rе gone
So, I'm writin' this song
Always found myself gettin' highеr
Fadin' every problem, comin' down to the wire
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm tryin' to hide it
I can't explain, so these pills I've been tryin'
Fade them all away, actin' like I'll be okay
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
And this road I've been takin', only ends with goodbye
So, I'm saying goodbye
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you'rе gone
So, I'm writin' this song
Life has never felt so good, with or without you
I'm right here facin' another Wood, easin' my mind, my mind
No longer cryin' out for help, after all that I have felt
I'm better dealin' with this alone
Always found myself gettin' highеr
Fadin' every problem, comin' down to the wire
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm tryin' to hide it
I can't explain, so these pills I've been tryin'
Fade them all away, actin' like I'll be okay
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
And this road I've been takin', only ends with goodbye
So, I'm saying goodbye
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you'rе gone
So, I'm writin' this song