I'm sitting down to write you a letter
A letter I should never pen
And it's dark and it's funny and it's quite delirious
On how our lives could've been
You keep saying I'm special
Like I'm worth something more
But all these words I should choose to ignore
And you could be mine
If not for one more night
And I swear that I'll be fine
With you by my side
So don't go (just stay)
Cause I need you another day
Our lives are off track, (and I can't win you back)
Especially with shit I say
Just get (the hell away)
Cause I'll get better
I'll change the header
Of this note, I'll burn anyway
(So God, oh God)
I'm so tired of being alone
And why, oh why
(Why can't I seem to just let this go?)
It's not like your healthy, it's not like I'm wealthy
And it's not like I'm better off with you
Like upward mobility is the American dream
Staying with you is just as fucked as I can be
And you could be fine
If I had your time
And I swear that it's no crime
To love me one more night
So don't go (just stay)
Cause I need you another day
Our lives are off track, (and I can't win you back)
Especially with shit I say
Just get (the hell away)
Cause I'll get better
I'll change the header
Of this note, I'll burn anyway