I hope New York was fun I hope the snow glistened in the sun I hope he kept you warm from the winter storms And held your hands through the swarms Of people gathering on the streets Just to watch some faces on those giant TV screens "I'll be fine if I try" That's what I tell myself every night As I dreaming of him skating on the frozen ice by your side But that was my dream, that was supposed to be me How is this exactly everything you said it wouldn't be I'm being fucking melodramatic About a girl whose character's static I hope you're singing along Not paying attention to the words in this song I'll be fine if I try At least that's what I tell myself every night