Feel alone in a crowded room
When your best friend is a tombstone
So what? so is mine
And I'm not gonna hold your hand
And I'm not gonna tell you I'll be there
'Cause I won't. I'm already dead
And I guess that's feeling sorry
But I guess that I just don't care
I'm not a fool or at least I won't be again
And you're laughing at a broken body
While you're puking in a porcelain sink
And you're falling through an old glass table
While you're falling out of everything
And you never felt more comfortable
Then when you're lying to yourself
And you never felt so restless
When you're sleeping next to no one else
My morbid obsession
That death follows like a shadow
Keeps nipping at my feet
And I would like to fit in
Cause you all look so happy
Weighted bricks caught
At the bottom of the sea
Ten years off the meds
That caged my every feeling
Turned addiction to coddle the fear of breathing
Sobriety to keep the ones I love still close to me
There's no control
No hand to hold
And you're laughing at a broken body
While you're puking in a porcelain sink
And you're falling through an old glass table
While you're falling out of everything
And you never felt more comfortable
Then when you're lying to yourself
And you never felt so restless
When you're sleeping next to no one else
Think your life is like an ashtray
Full of friends that passed away
And no one even cared to say goodbye (goodbye)
I'm a catastrophic mess
My past littered with regrets
Footprints stepped but nowhere lead
So were mine (So were mine)
I'm the last drag of your cigarette
A reminder that we're not all dead
Even when you think all's spent
So have I, So have I
And you're laughing at a broken body
While you're puking in a porcelain sink
And you're falling through an old glass table
While you're falling out of everything
And you never felt more comfortable
Then when you're lying to yourself
And you never felt so restless
When you're sleeping next to no one else
And you're laughing at a broken body
While you're puking in a porcelain sink
And you're falling through an old glass table
While you're falling out of everything