Doc do I really need it Is it ok to feed it One little taste and it follows me home Doc will it save my soul Band-aid on a bullet hole Real life with no parole, no time left to roam How much more of this medication Till you get your paid vacation Your clean get away, you place under the sun Doc how about your life, do you give it to your wife Something to study the knife (?) when you're under the gun, having fun And I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back Doc will this do me right, will I sleep through the night Do you think I might not wake up at all It's such a bitter pill I guess it's sweeter still, even though the bottom there's a long way to fall Doc how about a chaser for your prescribed eraser Don't you think the truth is too much for my will I got my eyes wide open, my throat is choking And both my hands are broken trying to get my fill, sweeter still And I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back Come on, I can take it Cause I've been looking forward And I can't see a reason to wait another day Come on give it to me straight Have I got long to wait How much longer till it carries me away Doc will this cloud my eyes, stifle my cries I hope you realize it all comes down to this If I don't get my turn, it's gonna make me burn And I'm not going to walk away without my goodnight kiss, remember this, And I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back I can't stop thinking you're holding back You're holding back, stop holding back You're holding back, stop holding back Repeat Come on doc, who's side are you on