It's Mr. 7 day forecast here Broadcasting live The center of attention wherever the sun shines Holding on to golden moments like summer solstice Finding out that you died left me December frozen Thought bubbles like cumulus clouds Moving silently so my feelings don't make a sound North east south west on the weathervane Sunshine warm weather time to celebrate The storm was unpredictable I've heard of change, felt hurts in ways The words I use couldn't explain Nothing compares to the hurricane Inside my brain When I heard that you died I'm sad, afraid, numb, I'm shy It was overcast, I'll never get over that I cried until I couldn't Blue skies, pink hair like cotton candy French fries, seashells, beach sand, hotels So many foggy memories, promises you'll never keep Like the one you said where you would get healthy I wonder if you thought about what life's like without me Monday manic Melancholy madness Leftover from Sunday's Sober sadness Tuesday's trouble Tongue tied tarantula Wednesday's way too windy All my plans I cancelled them Thursday's are the worst days Like that Biggie line about being thirsty Ever felt fucked and forgotten on a Friday. Fortune cookie told me to stay home Lay sideways all day, Saturday Head's filled with datawaves Hieroglyphic cyberspace Insomnia stay wide awake When I'm afraid that I'm not okay