(This is why I do this shit, you know?)
(Fear and adrenaline and rush and stress)
(It makes these type of moments feel like just bliss)
I got scars, I don't need tattoos
Might be dumb but I'm not confused
I don't work but I got my use
Do no harm but I break the rules
Always calm when I make 'em snap
Scared of me but I make 'em clap
Know my place but I got no map
Shining bright but I'm dressed in black
Go too far but I make it back
(Go too far but I make it last, they don't know)
But I make it back
(Got nobody I need to ask)
Go too far but I make it back
(Shout at me but they won't distract, climbing down)
But I make it back
(I've been shook but I stay intact)
Go too far but I make it back
(Got my goal, I don't need a map, off the road)
But I make it back
(Know my place but it got no flag)
Go too far but I make it back
(Took a win but I do not brag, took a loss)
But I make it back
(On my own, I will make it last)
I got scars, I don't need tattoos
I'm on top, I don't need the views
Been some time but I make the news
On my own but I do not lose
Always calm when I make 'em snap
Settle down but I don't unpack
Mask on me but I do not act
Took a hit but I do not crack
Go too far but I make it back
(Go too far but I make it last, they don't know)
But I make it back
(Got nobody I need to ask)
Go too far but I make it back
(Shout at me but they won't distract, climbing down)
But I make it back
(I've been shook but I stay intact)
Go too far but I make it back
(Got my goal, I don't need a map, off the road)
But I make it back
(Know my place but it got no flag)
Go too far but I make it back
(Took a win but I do not brag, took a loss)
But I make it back
(On my own, I will make it last)
And I only run away when it makes me fear
Lately I just feel feel so cold that it shakes me fear
I just wanna be alone but it takes me fear
I don't wanna feel low but it breaks me fear
And I gotta stay awake 'cause I can't sleep
Maybe if I try to shout, then it can't speak
I just wanna be alone but it takes me
I don't wanna feel low but it breaks me, yeah it breaks me
Living above and looking below
Give my view but taking it in slow
Scars on me, I'm making it show
Light me up, I'm making it blow
Got one take and it's all on frame
Got one shot and I do not aim
Got so cold that I feel no pain
Chase me down but it's all in vain
Pass me by but you cannot move me
Got my faults and you can't improve me
Don't belong so you can't exclude me
Don't stay long, so you can't excuse me
Got my goal but got I no duty
Making it rain when I feel moody
Covered in mud, I see the beauty
Looking above, they won't confuse me
Go too far but I make it back
(Go too far but I make it last, they don't know)
But I make it back
(Got nobody I need to ask)
Go too far but I make it back
(Shout at me but they won't distract, climbing down)
But I make it back
(I've been shook but I stay intact)
Go too far but I make it back
(Got my goal, I don't need a map, off the road)
But I make it back
(Know my place but it got no flag)
Go too far but I make it back
(Took a win but I do not brag, took a loss)
But I make it back
(On my own, I will make it last)
(I really need that contrast between um, between safety and danger)
(When I just stay in one spot too long, I loose, you know, I lose the feel of the world)