Take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that i cant hang with I need something new i need something i cant think i cant create Its all the same i'm in love with everything that brought me Closer to hell and closer to all that scares me in my head So i pack all my things start tracing arrows with my brain but i just Stay oh i always stay my feet barely touch the ground i'm alive but i can't tell Throw me out of town might as well might as well Burn the whole place down might as well might as well Then i start naming names and start scratching down who i've replaced with red and brown I'm so caught up with myself i can't see the people around who've kept me up And held me down and filled my head with pills and crowns i can't forget So i draw a line and start splitting names like a pesting vine I don't carry silence in my head so easy, Free and careless like i once did now things have Never been so built up like a dam and i'm this Close to finding somewhere else to live so i don't die Silence i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people Chained you and left you for dead Patience i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people Chained you and left you for dead Kindness i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people Chained you and left you to die alone