Guess I let my ego win this fight Cuz clearly I know wrong from right And yet I keep on doing What's bad for my soul My soul My heart is bleeding yeah Can't feel it beating yeah It's like that voice that was silent Is screaming yeah But I'm not receiving it I gotta face the fact Yeah I'm not the man I used to be I've changed and not for the better My Dark side I set it free The future looks brighter than ever Cuz I'm not the man I used to be Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man, man, man Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no I'm not the man I used to be Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man, man, man Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man, I'm not the Can't count on one hand all of my vices And I can't reconcile this crisis You may say I'm losing my mind But I think I like it I think I do Cuz in the morning I wake up I feel better than ever I take a sip of that poison Even though I know better And I don't do it for love no I think I do it for pleasure, pleasure, pleasure Yeah I think I do My heart is bleeding yeah Can't feel it beating yeah It's like that voice that was silent Is screaming yeah But I'm not receiving it I gotta face the fact Yeah I'm not the man I used to be Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man man Oh no no I'm not the man My dark side I set it free Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man man Oh no no I'm not the man Oh no no I'm not the man Can't count on one hand all of my vices And I can't reconcile this crisis You may say I'm losing my mind But I think I like it I think I do