What am I to do when I feel I'm so done
How do I go on when I know I'm on one
Wish I could explain seem like I got no one
Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...
When I got the whole world on my shoulders
I could feel the end getting closer...
Feel like I just want it to be over
If I die would they miss me
Would they still pop up in my comments tryna diss me
They don't know my pops is doing 5 over 50
And I ain't hear from him in 3 months shit is shifty
I swear life is iffy
And sometimes I be over it
Feeling like I can't hold it in
Feeling like I can't go again
Hoping y'all ain't gone notice it
Been labeled as a bad girl
Just case I did bad girls
But everything you saw was product of a sad girl
In a mad world but I'm sorry
Everyday ain't no party
I'm not Nicki I'm not Cardi I'm a Dreamdoll but not Barbie
Everyday I get older
Swear to God I just want it to be over
What am I to do when I feel I'm so done
How do I go on when I know I'm on one
Wish I could explain seem like I got no one
Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...
When I got the whole world on my shoulders
I could feel the end getting closer...
Feel like I just want it to be over
If I die would you miss me
Would you drive by and play me loud through the city
Or would you say Dreamdoll was just another pretty
Reality star with some ass and some titties... please
I'm the oldest of 5 tryna keep us alive
Outta Edenwald projects you learn how to survive
And I cry and wanna give it up
Cause they ain't tryna give a feature less I give it up
Thats real as fuck
And if the rawness offend you
I-magine what I been through
Cause it be messing with my mental they don't see my potential
My pictures off of IG
Cause fuck likes it's no love left inside me
(Geek Geek)
What am I to do when I feel I'm so done
How do I go on when I know I'm on one
Wish I could explain seem like I got no one
Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...
When I got the whole world on my shoulders
I could feel the end getting closer...
Feel like I just want it to be over