My hilarity and my joy
Contradict the will to destroy
And the feeling to explode...
Inside, outside - personality
Torn and schizo mind
You never see it all
You get a god damn part of me
Glorify, idealize
You are wrong
Paint a picture gentle, soft
Make it strong
I assure you that it's not
What you see
What you hear
I am the jester, funny fool
While I'm dirty, mean and cruel
In a bad aggression mode
Outside, inside – a huge disparity
Torn and schizo mind
You never see it all
You get a god damn part of me
Glorify, idealize
You are wrong
Paint a picture gentle, soft
Make it strong
I assure you that it's not
What you see
What you hear
Not at all
My hilarity and my joy
Contradict the will to destroy
I am the jester, funny fool
While I'm dirty, mean and cruel
Glorify, idealize
You are wrong
Paint a picture gentle, soft
Make it strong
I assure you that it's not
What you see
What you hear
Glorify, idealize
Paint a picture gentle, soft
I assure you that it's not
What you see
What you hear
Not at all
My hilarity and my joy
Contradict the will to destroy
I am the jester, funny fool
While I'm dirty, mean and cruel