I hold my hand over the flame To see if I can feel some pain Look at what you've gone and done Baby, baby, now I'm numb All my feelings, I won't feel again Why you acting innocent? You think you an angel when you full of sin I stay on my own island like I'm Gilligan Palm trees and pain is all I understand I hate you (hate you) But I love you (I love you) Conflicted wars, I know my heart stays in trouble Nighttime, no sleep, high off moon truffles Nighttime, I can't breathe in my bubble I hold my hand over the flame (I'm burning myself 'cause I got issues) To see if I can feel some pain (We fell in love with the pain, oh) Look at what you've gone and done (You cut me deep, my stomach weak) Baby, baby, now I'm numb (my mind is blown) (As my world burns down to my feet) I'm losing weight, love I'm looking great, love So what? I go out every night, sometimes I take drugs They're like my makeup This fucking breakup You see I gave you all my heart and now I hate love That's right, I hate love (I fucking hate you, but I love you) It only baits us (conflicted wars, I know my heart stays in trouble) And if you wanna know how I feel, well, here's a taste of (Nighttime, no sleep, high off moon truffles Nighttime, I can't breathe in my bubble) I hold my hand over the flame (As my world burns down to my feet) To see if I can feel some pain Look at what you've gone and done Baby, baby, baby, baby, now I'm numb