What's the difference?
Between 2 states of empty?
2 plates or 20 scattered, shattered cross the kitchen floor?
Could you stop pretending?
This loop's bound to break
Let's resume what's been pending
Put me down, end me
What's the difference between the options of the soil within
Which the worms will feast upon its auxiliary spoils?
It don't matter to me
Not no more, i've had it with me
What if you cut my batteries and drained me of my oil?
What's the difference?
Burgundy been changed for black
30 deep into my lap
Purple features under my eyes
Altering to bleaker casts
The urgency of seeking backup now superfluous in fact
Yeah, i've flirted with encouragements
My nerves have since been snapped
Those that did me dirty tried to serve a curtesy in fact
Expediting services that mother earth will surely pass
Blade firmly in my grasp
Bring the steel to my flesh
I could turn it into mash
Im in a bad mood
You could say i'm more than miffed
I'm in the bathroom, planning to explore my wrists
To end this vacuum
Come on y'all, board my ship!
Im leaving mad soon!
Sayonara, all of my friends!
Uh
Running through fields of flames
Trynna hold a smile
Hope it heal my pain
It now feels less tempting
M E L
E N C
H O L
Y, that's me!!
There go tears
And there go years
And thousands spent on therapy!!