What if I open my eyes Just saw the person inside You couldn't hide, you couldn't cover it You couldn't try to disguise You had to pull off the mask You had to face everything from the past The 1st ah be last, the last ah 1st Everything is in reverse A blessing a cure, a curse is a gift Ya life is a choice, death is a myth You only earn what you have give And you couldn't die until you have lived And you had to pay for your freedom in cash You had to pray that the freedom would last You had to pay for the time it cost You had to pay for the time you lost I want to be great yeah, but I'm scared to fail aye I think I'm killing myself, I wanna be free, my mind is a jail I take my dreams, I break em down Put em in a box, put em in tha ground But I hear em in my head running round Guess it symbolize death on tha mind