I was only two days old When the violent, flashing horrors started creeping in It was an ordinary sin I just couldn't sleep So I dreamed while I was awake Wet my blankets in a common void Under faded fresco of shooting stars on the mission floor I saw what universe was for It had all just begun Somehow, I'm 31 And Theia brings me an angel carved from exploding sun Now, how did I deserve that love? Was it all too much truth? So I dreamed while I was awake Walked for miles through my common void Toward an ocean, swelled up a rising tide Through my fading core By then I was 34 I was not yet done