Remember when a promise meant f all till i got your call Remember when i made mum cry when you said stay at mine I had tunnel vision but you're view was set on wide Sentimental habit meant that everything was fine Obsessive behaviour doesn't cover all the basis Of my mind when it came to you So forgive me for the sins of my obsession There's nothing more self absorbed than this What if i quit coffee and start meditation Tell me what to do tell me what to do Forget I voluntarily stumbled and continued to crawl Forget about the staring down a hole of nothing after all Forget about the ups and downs the fire on my skin Forget about the house of mirrors death trap that we're in I recall that after all the argumentation I forgot that I was a good person So forgive me for the sins of my obsession There's nothing more self absorbed than this What if i quit coffee and start meditation Tell me what to do tell me what to do Forgive me for my lack of calm discretion Forgive me for my serious mistakes What if I quit drinking and start medication Would i win and would you lose Would i win and would you lose Would i win and would you lose Would i win and would you lose