There been times I've ignored all your phone calls There been times I've banged my head against these walls of blue There's holes in the carpet too There been moments, I've needed release I've sought it out in places that would never please My mother's eyes, sometimes I wish I'd fly Still I don't know what to do I'm so alone, lost here without you There been times I've sat and watched TV Not really listening, not really feeling a thing And I go blank as blank as a TV screen Still I don't know what to do I'm so alone, lost here without you There been days When I'm stuck in my daydream There been days When I stare at a magazine through my only window I'm just a-hopin' that you'd call Still I don't know what to do I'm so alone, lost here without you There been days when I felt so goddamn old There been times my heart has been so cold There's no one left to call, call on the telephone Still I don't know what to do I'm so alone, lost here without you