Take a Look in my books
I'm gonna tell you a story
I'm a different boy whole alone
Thinking about what I did wrong
Put my feeling in every song
And holla
Yeah I like too smoke
I never trust my feelings got a little Bit of hope
Hate me if you gonna leave I don't want that no more
I don't want that no more
I've been through hell back you know that's right
Try to make a better fight
Searching for my paradise
Working at that day and night
Dreaming of a golden flight
I promise I'm the new big hype
Make this seen a different vibe
Follow me or just go away
Never been this far that's a pay for a pay
I'm busy this days
Mom is gone
Sis no home
So that's why I pray
Believe me or not that's a difficult way
I will work for my fame
I got no one too blaim
There's a wall around me but I break it again
They don't wanna know how it feels
They just want to spend that money over deals
While shawdy sipping lean when she makes ma meal
And all those niggas act up like they fucking real
On your way on your back like rovers
On the stage like a boss take it over
I'm in the game game over
You look so bored and sober
Give me a call
And I'll come over
The next day hangover
The next day take over
I look like a black show
Dressed like a big boy
Party on the music like we never did before
Drinking so much Bombay
That we never find the door
Smoking so much purple that we flying off the floor
Kuch kuch
If you want some music I will give you some more
Even when I'm on the stage I'm feeling low
I've made a lot of faults that I wanna return
I see those memories when my purple burns
Fly high I'm losing my mind
But I don't waste my time
I worked for my music whole my life
You can test me if u you want 2 try
Eh eh
I've been through hell and a little bit further
Because of that I'm a little smarter
Hell yeah I got the darkest father
How can you rip your child
Isn't that the person that you want 2 hold
Want to love protect even when you are above
So mom shout out to you because
I feel you here
And everywhere I go I know you're there
It feels like you're lost but you're everywhere
No tears no tears
But you know I care
I care a lot
Sitting on my knees yeah I prayed to god
Still standing on my feed but a different spot
I ain't gonna stop
Look at me walking to the top
They don't wanna know how it feels
They just want to spend that money over deals
Shawdy sipping lean when she makes ma meal
And all those niggas act up like they fuking real
They don't wanna know how it feels
They just want to spend that money over deals
Shawdy sipping lean when she makes ma meal
And all those niggas act up like they fuckng real
We can have it all
But not inside this walls
There's a life out there
So I'm out of here