Friends said Don't let it sink in You only say what they'll like Not what you're thinking I never liked a big crowd Too many heads here But funny how it feels like Right when the smoke cleared It's better just to no show Give 'em a fake smile If I could relax then I would've stayed awhile And now I'm just a bad friend Overreacting It's only cause I'm anxious Sorry for laughing Go easy on me Go easy on me I try to be attentive How much can I pay? When everybody knows that I'm in the next place I started feeling nice now You think I'm bluffing I don't know what you mean but I promise it's nothing I'm doing better solo Free on the weekend I'll see you if it feels right Harder to pretend I love it so I can't quit Know I keep asking Why every day will end with The moment I'm crashing Go easy on me Go easy on me Figure me out It's never only what you read about I've been lost for so long Up in the clouds Sure it's hard enough to see me now I tend to play along Figure me out It's never only what you read about I've been lost for so long Up in the clouds Sure it's hard enough to see me now I tend to play along Figure me out It's never only what you read about I've been lost for so long Up in the clouds Sure it's hard enough to see me now I tend to play along