I'm surrounded yet so alone. i can't seem to ever really feel at home. i won't Stomach pills, i want something real. not a shadow of how i'm supposed to Feel. i'm sick of feeling hollow. i just want something real. i'm sick of feeling Empty. i just want to feel. my mind can't seem to let go of. all the things that I'll never know. i can't keep living in my own regrets. so i'll swim against the Currents. i'm always sinking. i'll just keep drinking. and maybe then i'll numb the Pain. just a quick fix for my sickness. my mind can't seem to let go of. all the Things that i'll never know. i can't keep living in my own regrets. so i'll swim Against the currents. fill this hole within my gut. i am stuck inside this rut. Please come and save me. i am lost and so alone. and i want to find my home. Please come and save me. come dig me out of this mess i made. save me. my mind Can't seem to let go of. all the things that i'll never know. i can't keep living in My own regrets. so i'll swim against the currents. my mind can't seem to let Go of all the things that i'll never know. i can't keep living in my own regrets. So i'll swim against the currents. i'm always sinking. i'll just keep drinking