I cut out my own heart I don't need it I don't want it Take it Its still beating I ripped my life apart I ripped my life apart Ended up six feet deep Got tired of the same routines and irritated with the same old me On my knees I lift my eyes Two sticks nailed by silent cries On my knees I lift my eyes Spent my life trying to die I cut out my own eye I don't want it Ended up in too deep Weighted down by the same routines Infuriated with the same old me Different places in different times Embracing chaos and I swear I've lost my mind Hope masked as fear Hidden by our failing lies