How much longer can i keep going forward without falling down Step by step, the walls are closing in But at least I have my vices to keep me for a couple minutes more My bones are broken Keep going My lungs collapsed Keep breathing! How much further can I crawl before I go insane? Thanks for thinking of me when you came crashing through the room My hands are tied And even if they weren't I wouldn't be much help but I've seen it all by now and if I haven't seen it all now, maybe I don't care I shed my skin I'm a shell of myself, of what I used to be It might be better but not today I'm afraid of what Ive become right in front of my own eyes I over did it I'm afraid of what I've become Any time I straighten out, I'm bent back Every time I take a step, I'm pushed back Every goal I've set has failed Every promise I have made is broken My friends? All let down I took the easy way out Now I'm in for the long haul All I've done wrong When did I start to limp? Chaos follows me Death is knocking at my door - I can't ignore it anymore