Now when she asks if I still care Or when she wants to know if I still think of you I smile and tell her love that I thank the stars above I've left behind my trouble mind just for you When all the while she knows that you're still there I just wanna hold you...! Trying so hard just to forget Washing my hands I'd like to start anew All your letters are burnt, all of my lessons learnt So long ago don't want to know about you But all the time I'm still in love with you Still on my mind, trying so hard to find(2) When can the lies and heartaches end How long can I make love to a memory My love life's not what it seems When in my deepest dreams I call your name She's not to blame oh! No! 'Cause deep inside she knows that you are