You Are The Great Depression Of My Spirit The Meaning Of Desperation In Each Word The Misery Inside My Sorrow The Lack Of Sanity When I 'M Lost No Rational Action Every Motive Dies In Each Breath Incoherency Between Body And Mind Erratic Feelings Rising Once Again The Absence Of Myself In Everything I Used To Be Or Thought I Was When This Will End? I Just Can't Just Can't Live This Way I'm Gone I'm Lost I Will Go I Will Go Through All Just A Sudden Breeze Of Hope Nowhere I Will Stand, And That's The Truth Isolated, Forsaken With My Deepest Ghosts One Endless Question Keep Coming Back To Me Why Do I Keep Shivering? Why Am I So Weak When The Moon Awakes The Tide Of You And Chokes Me In My Dreams So I Look Into The Mirror And See Just Ruins And A Petty Mind As I Cannot Stand The Night In Times Of Need In My Lonely Sigh I Choose To Blame You For My Life I'm Gone I'm Lost I Will Go I Will Go Through All Just A Sudden Breeze Of Hope Nowhere I Will Stand, And That's The Truth Isolated, Forsaken With My Deepest Ghosts