What's going on where the hell am I Voices visions swirl around my mind Where did they come from Where did they go How the hell am I to know Fuck this constant drive that keeps me going And chasing myself to feel alive What will I become, a monster a travesty Or will I become set free Where the fuck did I come from Where do I go and what have I done Who the hell am I to know Burn the mind insanity Cut the flesh depravity Become the demon tragedy That does not rest This burning feeling runs down my spine The blade is twitching I feel alive Do I want this so much now seriously Who the hell am I know Time to act on these urges to take what's mine To have I want to feel the coursing blood run down my arm But why Who the hell am I to know I see the pain it inflicts on me The pleasure comes as metal and flesh meet finally I come to this but why again Who the hell am I to know The transformation is now complete I brought the pain with me To be all questions answered I know for sure I am degenerate I am forever more