I'm a creeping and intangible sense of loss I'm the memory you can't get out your head If I leave you now You'll wish you were somewhere else instead I'm the manta ray - I'm the louse I am a photograph they found in your burned out house I'm the sound of money washing down the drain I am the pack of lies baby that keeps you sane Gates of Heaven are open wide God help me baby I'm trapped inside Feel like I'm buried alive I'm the bottom line - of the joke I am ecstasy - spilling like bright egg yolk I'm the thoughts you're too ashamed to ever share And I am the smell of it - you're trying to wash out of you hair Gates of Heaven are open wide God help me baby I'm lost inside Feel like I'm buried alive Possibilities limitless Just give me something that's more than this One shot and I'll never miss Yes I'm the babe that sleeps through the blitz I am a sudden and quite unexpected twist I am your one true love who sleeps with someone else I am your nemesis Baby I'm life sweet life itself Yeah yeah yeah