I'm a New York crash and burn Archetype of the character Overworked Monday benders End of December It's too loud Settle down, settle down Slammed your bottle on the countertop Talking shit about your mom Touching bruises 'til the sun comes up Do I remind you of cargo Slowing you down In a war zone, a war zone I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare I wish you'd say more Shoulders to the floor Throw me a bone Don't you dare, don't you And then I put myself on autopilot Just to assure myself I could survive at all My sweet, almost saccharine thing Said I tasted a bit too much like cinnamon Too much like cinnamon Sitting alone in a hot car In a Walmart parking lot Like an abandoned dog In the summer Busted open lip Broke her arm Hates her hips Forgets to exist Forgets to exist Do I remind you of cargo Slowing you down In a war zone, a war zone I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare I wish you'd say more Shoulders to the floor Throw me a bone Don't you dare, don't you Between me and the walls of my room Between me and the walls of my room My god, I could do so much with more time Looking down the barrel of the bottle Not a single thought of her on your mind In my kitchen late at night I think you're mine You haven't mentioned her name once I think you're lying all the time Fuck it all, put my heart out on the line Give me something, not for nothing I'd let you crash here if you wanted Between me and the walls of my room But you wouldn't, no, you wouldn't Rather drive home feeling stupid Between me and the walls of my room and my air conditioner unit And I get it, I'm pathetic An old sweater with loose ends I'm unraveled Raising hell for the people that surround me Unbothered, and I'm sorry She's worried, and I'm sorry Holding you, I'm sorry Do I remind you of cargo Slowing you down In a war zone, a war zone I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare I wish you'd say more Shoulders to the floor Throw me a bone Don't you dare, don't you