I'm a little bit nervous
'Cause I got too loud and I said too much last night
I'm a little self conscious
'Cause I try to be a version of me I don't like, yeah
I've been holding my emotions in
Wanting to feel nothing
Pour me up another drink
It's me on the surface
Drunk in the bar, talking too loud
Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling
Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it
And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me
So I pretend to not care about it
But it's just you making me nervous
Yeah, it's just you making me nervous
I was waiting for summer
You came along, letting me on like you did
And I said I don't do this
You didn't care, hand in my hair, that was it
Now I'm holding my emotions in
Trying to feel nothing
So afraid to be loved again
I'm a little bit nervous
I push you away, I need you to steady
Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling
Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it
And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me
So I pretend to not care about it
But it's just you making me nervous
Yeah, it's just you making me nervous
Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling
Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it
And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me
So I pretend to not care about it
But it's just you making me nervous
Yeah, it's just you making me nervous