Why did you Why did you Why did you go Toxic Cuz till this day I don't know I know we were having our differences There were fights you never let go There were nights I showed you my ghosts There were nights I lost my control There were words I wish that I didn't say And you ran away with my soul huh Folded up all my clothes huh Neva left me a note huh Too much weight for the boat If there's a loose screw than you bolt huh I know that you need distance Parents split and you listened You don't like the resistance You delete my existence ohh To tell you the truth I've never been perfect but neither have you I know that your scared so you make an excuse And you put up a wall to avoid the abuse Whatever it is you should know that I'm here No matter the hurt No matter the fear You'll still be the flower I see in the mirror But you weren't ready to see that it's clear Why did you Why did you Why did you go Toxic Cuz I won't chase you no more You can't lie to be about finer things then pretend that we're a no go There were days we talked about kids Tried to find a place we could live Then you called it off with no curtain call You just left the stage on a whim huh Empty seat on the plane huh Not okay in UK huh You can talk about change I'll talk about growth I'll never be same You might see it as boundaries I see cuffs that might bound me I remember profoundly I was lost when you found me Gin and juice That's the thing that might let me loose Cuz you got me up till I hear the roost I can trace the steps when you flew the coop I would call it love you're afraid to All on me but it takes 2 I could never just hate you Still I think that I hate you ohhh Why did you Why did you Why did you go Toxic