Decisions,
Are the only
Thing that I know
That even If I think twice,
Three or
Four times,
I choose
And I regret it.
I'm incapable
Of imagining
A whole situation
I never think that
Something can go wrong
Until it's too late
To change it.
Next time
I'll do it better,
Perhaps
I'll do it right
Some day
I'll learn the lesson
That I can't always delete
What I already decided.
I'm on my way
To discover what I
Really
Really like
Makes me anxious
And also confused
What the future
Got for me.
Are we really
The owners
Of the conditions
That we have in our lives?
Cause sometimes
I have the feeling
That we don't want to be
Where we are.
Next time
I'll do it better,
Perhaps
I'll do it right
Some day
I'll learn the lesson
That I can't always delete
What I already decided.
Do we really learn
To make commitments
Reasoning what is involved,
Or are we just
Too conditioned by society,
Social media,
Other's opinions
And TV.
I'm getting older,
I'm scared of running
Leaving so many things behind
I feel I have
Responsibilities
This is absolutely
A sign.
Next time
I'll do it better,
Perhaps
I'll do it right
Some day
I'll learn the lesson
That I can't always delete
What I already decided.
How do I get
To my soul,
I need to learn to choose
Between me
& The others
I want to be
Capable
Of having determination
In every selection
Next time
I'll do it better,
Perhaps
I'll do it right
Some day
I'll learn the lesson
That I can't always delete
What I already decided.
Next time,
Next time
I feel I'm repeating
This sentence
Every single day
Of my life