I hope I never have to tell you how I really feel
These times get hard but still I hold the wheel
(Oh oh)
I hope I find the line of what is fake and what is real
These days are long but still I deal
(Oh oh)
Put light on the situation
Hold tight I won't oblige until my cremation
Can't say I'm right I sold white cos I was impatient
But I can't write about my life if a sentence is fake
And smoking too much weed just made me disassociate
I watched my soul break
And turn into a stone gate
Running at a low rate
At least now I can hold weight
As long as you withhold aid
I can repair this hole baby
Miss walking down queen street
My hometown full of fiends eating
4 5 pills to sleep feels like everybody's dreaming
I hope I never have to tell you how I really feel
These times get hard but still I hold the wheel
(Oh oh)
I hope I find the line of what is fake and what is real
These days are long but still I deal
(Oh oh)
Deterioration feels amazing when it blocks out
Facing what's been chasing I got 3.5 to knock out
Generation facing Satan way too blatant to be talked about
Sick of waiting I'll negotiate the cracks too thin to crawl out
And I been losing patience since I over-medicate
The reason why I told my dog it's time we go our separate ways
I feel exhausted paid the cost of tossing turning as I wait
To get the rest I never seem to get a lock on heavens gates, been
Fucking with me mentally
Stuck in loops looking for truth
If there ain't proof then let it be
Ducking nuisance focus on improvement might just set me free
But cuts and bruises might just be the motherfucking end of me
I'm my worst enemy
Been in my own head but I still listen to what they said to me
Lightly if you tread what's the intent and is it jealousy
Cynicism flowing through my blood there ain't no red in me
No one with him going through the flood he never said a thing
Miss walking down queen street
My hometown full of fiends eating
4 5 pills to sleep feels like everybody's dreaming
I hope I never have to tell you how I really feel
These times get hard but still I hold the wheel
(Oh oh)
I hope I find the line of what is fake and what is real
These days are long but still I deal
(Oh oh)