I Don't deny That I Might Fade away into the black Break away and not come back Love and pain will not hold me back I feel the anger now Am I content Without bliss I start to descend Into the bitterness Into the end Static eyes Observe my Demise I Can't perceive life I grasp the chains To be sane Nothing will Ever be the same Disconnect I've lost control Of my own consciousness Only white noise No forgiveness Ive lost control I could open up I could feel But the tension is too high And makes me Still The thrill Of being killed Is better Than feeling Dull My bitter end Made me Whole Im losing Control I've lost my grasp of life No pain No joy A reason to die Till the end I will not find A hope A grudge A lie Fate cannot be foreseen Have they chosen me I feel like falling apart again One last breath Before I descend Into the bitterness Into the end