No motivation my mind is weak
The days are blending seamlessly
Am I awake or am I dreaming?
I can't find joy In the things I loved
I feel pressured to be like everyone
I'm going numb
I'm going numb
When will I be myself again?
I'm pushing away everyone close to me
I've felt nothing but anxiety
I can't stand the reality
That I'm losing my sanity
I've lost touch with everything
I can't escape this feeling
I have to accept I'm fucking worthless
Is this my punishment
A monument to all my failures
Hanging over me
I want it to end
What's left to be said
I'm better off dead
It's an endless cycle I can't break
Destroying everything that's left in me
Lifeless
Hopeless
Spineless
Worthless
Waste of life
Waste of life